Wednesday, June 26, 2024

Cheri; Oops, A Female Now

Cheri; Oops, A Female Now

My girlfriend and I had been going steady for almost six months. I was already working, though I had only recently graduated from college. Sherry was still in college, finishing up her last semester. I was working in the IT department of a local corporation. The job was fairly easy; the only problem was the hours around the weekend. If the gods were with us, the weekend could be enjoyed, but if the servers were acting up on a Friday, the hours piled up as we had to make sure that all was back up and functioning normally for Monday morning.

My birthday was coming up this Friday, making it a special treat for me. I was allowed Friday off, a company rule that you got your birthday off, but still had to work the weekend if needed, that we wouldn’t know until late Friday evening. Sherry had made me an appointment at her salon for a spa day. I have been a cross dresser for most of my life, with that information shared with her from the start.

At first, she was not enthused about dating a cross dresser, but over the months, she has seen the other side of me, the feminine side. We get along well, sharing a lot of things that most couples never have the chance to. She loves to shop with me, where I am usually more excited about the choices than she is. My foray into dressing like a woman is pretty much confined to the house, my job keeping me from experiencing things that would allow me to pass in public.

I headed to her salon that bright Friday morning, excited to be able to experience some of my deepest desires. Sherry had talked to her stylist telling her that she wanted me to be able to see the girl in me just once. She had composed a note, informing Jenny, her stylist, of what she wanted to be done for me. She had classes, with tests, later that day keeping her from attending with me. Since one of the classes was a big test she couldn’t just ditch the class for the day.

All of the tasks performed at the salon would be temporary and easily washed off or out before I had to go to work. I carried the note with me, although it was in a sealed envelope. Sherry wanted my birthday present to be truly a surprise, something that I might remember for quite some time. My anticipation alone making everything seem much brighter and almost alive. Yes, I was so excited.

I made it to the salon a little before my appointment; Jenny was already there waiting for me with a glass of wine. She wished me a Happy Birthday and took me back to her station. I passed the note to her, then waited for her to read the contents. She got called to the front for a phone call, ten minutes later she returned ready to start. She leaned the chair back, so she could wash and condition my hair. The receptionist came back to see her, handing her the note she had forgotten up front.

As she washed my hair it felt so good, I was purring inside as she raised the chair back to its upright position. I had finished the wine while she was upfront, so she refilled my glass. She ran a comb through my hair, getting out the tangles, and then snipped off my split ends (her words).

She consulted the list, made a mention that the list was quite detailed, longer than she first thought, but quickly lowered the chair back down and started on me. She mixed a solution in a bottle, then started squirting it on my roots then massaged it into the rest of my hair.

The one thing that I had managed to do with my job was to grow my hair longer than it has ever been. Since IT department usually implies nerds, a nerd with long hair in a ponytail is not an unexpected occurrence. My hair reached my shoulder blades, a brunette although the sun had lightened it some. Other than brushing it daily, it has not had anything done to it in years.

When Jenny finished applying the solution, she refilled my wine glass again and then moved to the next item on the list. In the meantime, a large plastic bag had been placed over my hair to help process the treatment.

I was told that the hair treatment had to be left on for thirty minutes, so now would be a good time to work on my nails. She soaked my hands in a bowl of solution, according to her to soften the cuticles. I had almost finished the last glass of wine, so she waited as I tipped it back and drank all that was left. My head was already fuzzy, and this last drink put me out of it.

As if you can’t tell I am not a wine drinker, but the nervousness from being made feminine had me knocking the glasses back one after another. Anything more than one glass of wine shuts down any mental functions. I was still somewhat awake, but no coherent thoughts were being processed by my brain. I watched as she worked on my cuticles, filed my nails a little then applied extensions to my fingernails.

The extensions were way longer than my fingertips, but looked good, like they should have been that long from the start. A coat of a base polish, then a coral pink polish and finally a topcoat were applied over the next twenty minutes. Then it was time to rinse my hair, again her fingers massaging my scalp felt so good. I took a peek in the mirror in front of me; my hair was so blonde almost a whitish blonde if there is such a thing. It did look good, though; my brain failed to notice that my brunette color was gone for good since all the natural color had been bleached out.

Back to my nails as my hands were placed inside a lighted box to set the polish. The only fleeting thought was that those nails are so feminine, even though they were on a male. It seemed like the fuzziness was getting thicker, like being stuck in an early morning fog, thicker and thicker, then only dissipating after the sun popped its head up. No sun here to dissipate my mental fog.

Back to the here and now, I think, as Jenny pointed a gun-like object at my ears. Six clicks later my earlobes felt funny, the heat from the laser warming up my earlobes as the laser made a perfectly sealed hole for the studs and hoops. The earrings looked so good with my light blonde hair, their gold and ruby coloring making a nice contrast to my new hair color. Still no comprehension on my part about my now bleached hair.

She had wrapped my hair in a towel and reclined my chair so she could work on my face. She used something to work on my eyebrows, as I felt little stings as she removed hairs that did not belong. The only thought I had was that I didn’t have many eyebrows to start with and now even less. When she moved from in front of me I hardly saw any eyebrow at all; my face looked so much better with a thin fine brow line instead of what I possessed on entering the salon.

I felt several creams and masks over the next hour being applied to my face, massaged in and then cleaned off with an astringent later. Then false eyelashes were applied to my own eyelashes. These were individual lashes glued to my own eyelash, although much longer and thicker. The image in the mirror looked so perfect, even through the fuzziness of my mind I liked what I saw. It was just that I was feeling so good, the female inside me is emerging, and I was ecstatic. The fact that all of this was too much, too soon, and would cause such havoc with my life never gaining a foothold in my befuddled mind.

Jenny removed the towel from my head, using a spray bottle to moisten the hair again. Then lots of curlers were wound into my Champagne blonde hair, varying in size but with only one purpose, to turn my semi-straight blonde locks into a curly, bouncy feminine hairstyle. Under a dryer to get the hair dry, then thirty minutes later the curlers were removed. In their place, the tightly wound hair returned to the way it was in the curler. Jenny used a brush to loosen the curls, a soft, bouncy feminine hairstyle that framed my face the end result.

More than half of the day had passed, Jenny did ask me if I wanted anything to eat, but spoken words were getting harder to understand, so I declined, at least that is what I thought that she had asked. My next treat was to be makeup, something I had wanted to wear for ages, but time and inexperience had prevented that treat. Jenny went through a wide range of cosmetics from concealer to lipstick, applying each with precision. The image that was in the mirror was not what I was used to seeing, it was what I wanted to see, but never got the chance to visualize.

Jenny left me shortly after that; there was some commotion in the front of the salon between several ladies. There were several phone calls made and then Jenny returned. She told me there had been a mishap, and my girlfriend had been called. She told me to relax and get comfortable until she arrived. For some reason, I just closed my eyes and was soon asleep. Later Jenny was asking me to wake up, shaking my shoulder to get my attention. I glanced around quickly remembering that I was in the salon, then seeing Sherry in the back talking to another lady.

They went into the ladies office; then shortly Jenny came to get me. As she led me to the office, I kept getting glimpses of an attractive female in the mirrors as we passed. As we entered the office, Sherry hugged me tightly, almost too tight, as I felt like she was squeezing the life out of me. I was offered a chair and with a few wobbles, I managed to get seated. The other lady introduced herself as Francine, the owner of the salon. She asked if I was clear-headed yet, my funny look answering her question.

She talked with Sherry instead telling her that the lists got mixed up, and the end results are what you are looking at. Since the hair is so light, we can’t put another color on for a couple of weeks, the facial and masks were using the new technology that stops and prevents any hair growth. Since the eyebrow area was also treated, he will not have any more hair there than he has now. The nails are fused on, and the polish is one of our longest lasting. In other words, what you see is going to be his look for the near future.

Since the salon is the one that made the mistake, there is no charge for any of this. Jenny remembered that you had told her that he is employed, so if you give me his work number, I will call and explain all that has happened. I suggest with his looks that she dress as a female for a couple of months until we can access whether to reverse the changes, the ones we can or proceed with more to complete the look.

If his work doesn't allow him to return as a female, I will match his salary until we can find him other employment. Her clothes will come from our boutique. Jenny will go over there now and pick out a set of clothes for her now. After I have talked to her work, we will decide what next to do. I sat there in a daze as Francine made phone calls and Sherry just stared at me. Several times she tried to start a conversation with me, but my answers made her aware that I was still not with the program.

Jenny came to get me, and we went back to the treatment room. She helped me out of my clothes and laid me back on a flat table. Two breast forms were laid on my chest and their proper position marked with a marker. She added glue and the forms were re-positioned within the marks. She placed one of my hands on each and then slid a pair of panties up my legs. I lifted my hips to allow them to be brought up all the way. She tucked my member so that the front is smooth and flat. I am aware of all of this, but it is as if I was watching a movie, not thinking about anything but my new look.

I am helped up, and a bra is slid over my shoulders. She fastened it in the back, adjusted the straps and settled my breasts more comfortably in the cups. A camisole is next, then a cute sweater. I am fascinated by my image in the mirror, the image I have hoped to see for years. A skirt is added to the mix and fastened in the back and zipped up. A pair of low heels are slid on my feet, and then I am taken back to the office. Sherry and Francine are talking as I enter and all conversation stops. Sherry hugs me, trying to squeeze my insides out once again.

She gets right in front of me, telling me that I have to work tomorrow, the main servers are down, and only Mark is in town to help me. Melissa, the department head will be there also since they are three technicians short. I guess that is what it took to sober me up, I looked down at my body and broke into tears. Sherry comforted me; everything has been explained to Melissa, she doesn’t have any problem with it, but mentioned that I might kidded a little next week by a few of the good old boys.

Sherry took me home, the drive there totally in silence. I was shocked at my looks, the image that I always wanted is now exhibited on my body, except things like work and real life has not changed. I find my way into the house and went straight to our bedroom. I stare at the full-length mirror on our closet door trying to see if anything masculine is hiding somewhere in that image. Sherry comes into the bedroom, hugging me and getting me to sit on the edge of the bed. My head still hurts, maybe a little more coherent, but not by much. I must have drank way too much, my head has never hurt this much before.

She assures me that Melissa is alright with my new looks, and she will speak to the guys before Monday to keep the teasing down to a dull roar. In a way she is anxious to see the new you, maybe something she could get used to and keep for the future. Another female in the department would be most welcome.

Between the wine and the stress of finding out I have to work and the gorgeous female image that I see in the mirror, sleep comes pretty easily. Sherry had laid me back on the bed, gave me a sensuous kiss and told me to sleep tight.

When I wake up the next day, it all comes back to me, along with a dull ache in my head due to the wine. Sherry is already up and helps me get dressed in another outfit. I get to wear a pair of her pants and a sweatshirt, but the breasts make the image very feminine. She helps me with my hair, adds some makeup after she cleans off the old then hands me a purse with my wallet, lipstick, and mascara for the day. I look at her, she points to my lack of pockets, gives me a kiss and tells me to have a good day. The stare I returned to her wish for me to have a good day caused her to erupt in giggles.

I walk out of the house and get into my car, then head to work. By the time I get there my nerves are frazzled, but Melissa had pulled into the parking lot at the same time and opens my door. She compliments me on my hair, loves my nails, then just leans forward, and I get a hug from her. We walk in together, and she shows me where to put my purse. I start on the main server running diagnostics trying to pinpoint the problem. Melissa had walked up behind me, and was watching me run the different tests. She commented that the longer nails don’t seem to be bothering you, in fact, she thinks I am faster than without them.

About this time Mark shows up, he also steps behind me and watches me work. I know he is there, but I don’t want to acknowledge him since I fear his teasing and wise ass remarks. However, none of that happens, he spots a broken link, caused by one of the switches and heads there to check it out. As he leaves, I let out a big sigh; I feel like I had just been able to walk away from a firing squad with no blood present on my body. Melissa goes to check the hard drives to make sure one of the connections have not come loose.

Shortly, Mark returns telling me that the switch was okay. I had only two more diagnostic tests to run; then I would be done. If it wasn’t on the main server, we would have to check the other servers where some of the data is stored. He stood behind me watching the code scroll across the screen. His next comment surprised me. “You are pretty good for a girl, fast, accurate and pretty to look at.” Melissa giggled in the background; I think she is taken unless you want to tangle with Sherry. Mark blushed red, said he would start checking the other servers, but I still think you are quite attractive, as he walked away.

The last diagnostic test found an error in one of the modules, so I started re-installing the data from the latest backup to overwrite the error. Other than taking quite a bit of time, it is easily fixed. Five hours after we had started the repairs we were able to walk away from the office. I had run some tests to make sure all was operating properly, the success of these making us feel pretty good. Failures on a weekend don’t always have solutions, and especially as uncomplicated as this. Melissa thanked me for coming in and told me she would see me Monday. I pointed to myself; she got the hint.

“It might be nicer if you wore a skirt or dress, but other than that we hired you for your skills not how you look. Today showed me I had made a good choice when I hired you. Thanks again for your help, maybe Sherry could use a little extra loving tonight, you know her good for nothing boyfriend skipped out on her. Since you know how her boyfriend can be, maybe you could ease her pain a little.” She giggled and pushed me out the door.

The drive home seemed to take longer, maybe since the crisis had been taken care of the urgency not there anymore. I parked in the driveway, then made my way into the house. Sherry came running from the kitchen to greet me; I think she is more worried than I am that I might lose my job. She wanted to know what happened, so with the diet soda she had handed me, I sat on the couch and filled her in. She giggled about Mark’s remarks, but I could also see where they bothered her a little too.

She had made us some supper, so we adjourned to the kitchen to consume some of her cooking. It was superb since I hadn’t eaten anything this morning because of my nerves. It turns out I was famished, even taking a second helping of one of the dishes. I helped her clean up, something I had never done before. It somehow seemed like the right thing to do now. We headed to the living room where we sat and talked into the wee hours of the morning. One more day to go before Monday, a day that I was already dreading with a passion.

Sherry had made a trip back to the salon to get me more outfits for the upcoming week; I was apparently going to be one of the best dressed IT people come Monday. She had me practice walking in heels, also sitting and keeping myself modest. We had another tasty meal, and I again helped her clean up and put away the dishes. She told me right then she would never let me return to being a male, my actions the last two days making her love the new person in her life that much more. That is, if that was even possible.

We talked a lot that night, mainly of what to do about my work. The consensuses at the salon is that it would be at least a month before some of the changes could be reversed or undone. I asked her about losing her future husband; her reply startled me. He was alright, but the person sitting by me is so much more loving and caring, I would gladly trade him in at the first opportunity. I smiled, maybe this might work out, I know I am ecstatic at my new look, the feminine me locked in the closet for years finally seeing a little daylight. That is when I forget about all of the problems associated with this, most likely to surface tomorrow.

On Monday Sherry helped me dress, did my makeup and hair and then I headed to work. In a way, I was more nervous today than when I had to come in on Saturday. Lots of people to deal with, and explain why I am dressed the way I am. I got to my office and started doing my daily routine getting all the servers up and running, making sure that all the virus protection is functioning properly. I checked my email, finding one from Melissa explaining about me. It was short and sweet and sent to the entire company. Chad is now dressing as a female, still performing his tasks as before. They will be no harassment of this employee, failure to abide with this will result in termination of your employment immediately.

By now most of the employees had arrived at work and were signing on to the system. There is a little more traffic in front of my office, the curiosity of some of them requiring a look at the new female in IT. After getting the servers up and running I kept working on a new addition to one of our programs, letting the outside sales force to tap into our system, to utilize the warehouse inventory figures and check on available shipping dates. I was making sure it was functional before I uploaded it to the main server. Melissa called and asked me to come to her office.

As I walked that way I began to get nervous, I know she had made it a lot easier for me, but that was before the corporate executives could put their two cents into the mix. I knocked then entered, noticing she had another female with her. I thought I recognized her, but wasn’t positive. Melissa introduced me to Sheila, the head of personnel, Human Resources for those requiring a more politically correct term these days. They both greeted me, and I was able to sit in the other chair without making a fool of myself. Melissa smiled. “Relax; this is good news; we just need to run this all by you.”

Sheila explained that the company had been fighting gender requirements for several years. The government requiring more females in higher level positions in the company. Finding qualified females to fill those positions, quite difficult at times. When Melissa called this morning, explaining your problem this weekend, I asked to meet with her; this might help us solve several situations that we are faced with now.

Melissa is going to be promoted to head of all computer operations for the company. This leaves her old position vacant. You were already slotted for her old job, before this weekend. What we would like to talk to you about is declaring yourself transgendered with regards to your employment with the company. Thus allowing us to use your new female status to ease our restrictions with regards to gender quotas. You can, of course, change your mind later, a lot of transgendered individuals do, so you would not be sacrificing your gender permanently. It would require you to dress and act female here at work for the foreseeable future.

I know this is sudden, but it would help us out and ensure you a hassle free time in the future. Melissa has told me of your success this past weekend, and your presentation now is quite professional. Of course, you will receive a substantial raise, a few more perks health wise, and some retirement benefits not previously offered to your job description. We would like you to take the afternoon off and talk with your girlfriend, then give me a call later today with your decision. Melissa will remain your boss, both of you just stepping up one level. The CEO has already been told of this offer, she agrees with our suggestions, so now all you have to do is let us know your decision. They asked if I had any more questions, since I had none, Sheila then left to go back to her office.

Melissa smiled, see what happens when you dress as a female at work. She congratulated me on the promotion, quite confident that Sherry will approve of my gender change. I left her office and returned to mine. I closed out my work, shut down my computer and got ready to leave. Mark came into the office, shaking my hand, but looking a little sheepish. He had already heard of the promotion but wanted to make sure he apologized for his words over the weekend. He admitted he was out of line making comments about my attractiveness; his opinion has not changed, but he now realizes he can no longer publicly make that statement. He appreciates my experience and knowledge and feels fortunate to be able to work with me in the future. I give him a little smile, but tell him his ability to shovel the crap around is still first class. I start to giggle, as he relaxed some.

I tell him to call me at home if there is any problem, otherwise, I will see him first thing tomorrow morning. The drive seemed much longer than normal, but getting home, I did feel better. Sherry would not be home for several hours since this is her long day. I made my way to the den, a favorite spot for me to stop and think through problems that affected me. The window at the back of the room is overlooking a quiet, serene spot in the backyard where squirrels and birds often played splashing around in the birdbath and trying to bury the nuts they harvested in the ground surrounding the area. I sat there for quite some time when I heard the front door close. I had intended to fix dinner, but my zoning out had nixed that idea. I gave her a big hug, she wanting to know how my day went. I told her I was home at one, being sent home by the powers to be.

She grabbed me and tried to comfort me, thinking I had been fired. I suppressed a giggle, much harder to do then when Sherry managed the task. I told her since I had wasted my time this afternoon, I would take her out to dinner. She looked at me strangely, suggesting that it might be better to save what money I had left. This time, the giggle won out, she hit my arm hard, wanting the truth and all of it. I told her to change clothes and I would confess all at the restaurant. I called the restaurant I had in mind and made reservations, they had several private rooms that would be perfect for my surprise.

I even went and changed into my only other female outfit, a red business suit, with a pencil skirt. I almost changed back when I tried to walk in the skirt, but decided to brave it out. When Sherry emerged, she took one look at me, and raised her arm, but I told her no, she had to be a good girl and wait until we got to the restaurant. I could see she was frustrated and often when she got that way she wanted to hit something, and since I was withholding information I was the one to hit.

Since I did not have a proper driver’s license she drove when she saw where I had her drive too, she gave me a look, and I could see tears sliding down her face. She managed to find somewhere to park, and we entered the restaurant. I gave my name, and we were shown to the private room. The waiter helped us with our chairs and took our drink orders. I think I figured out what Sherry thought might be happening, so I changed directions a little. I had been contemplating asking her to marry me for quite some time, finances and my go nowhere job holding me back.

I figured out I would lead with that, at the same time slipping my mother’s ring off my pinkie finger. She had given it to me with the intent that I would give it to my fiancĂ© when and if I asked her to marry me. I think Mom had doubts whether I would marry, since she is aware of my need to dress in female clothes. Our drinks were brought, and the waiter took our orders. I ordered two of their house chicken salads, a favorite of ours when we ate there in the past. They were expensive, but more than one person could eat.

I took Sherry’s hand and held it in my own, telling her how much I loved her. I told her I would normally get on my knee, but the pencil skirt might not allow that maneuver, so she would have to accept this. I asked her to marry me but wanted to make sure she would have no trouble with me as Cheri. She mouthed yes, I had managed to leave her at a loss of words. I slipped the ring on her finger and kissed her on the lips. I had scooted my chair closer, and we played tonsil hockey for quite some time. The waiter had noticed and had returned our food to the kitchen to be brought back out when we were through kissing. I presume he figured the kiss would take some time.

It did require quite a bit of time for us to return to the here and now. A lot of kissing and quite a few tears shed by both of us. The food was returned when the waiter saw our faces for more than a few seconds. We nibbled while maintaining hand contact with the other hand. Like two new lovers, we couldn’t get close enough to each other or allow any distance between us for fear of losing one another. The salads were good, though anti-climactic to the proposal. When we finished, she remembered me being home early and asked what I was going to do now that I didn’t have a job.

I looked sullen, like if I had been reminded of something I wanted to forget. The giggle escaped anyway, and Sherry hit me again. I told her she was damaging the merchandise; she just stared at me, good, now tell me the truth. I told her about the promotion, the pay, and the better benefits. She was thrilled; then I told her Cheri is now here to stay. She stared at me trying to understand why Cheri is here to stay. I explained what Sheila had said, about the fact that I could change my mind later, but also why I thought that would never happen.

Number one it involved the government, once I am listed as transgendered, it would take an act of quite higher power to actually allow me to dress as a male again. Then most likely they would just fine the company for noncompliance. Two, to live as a female for any length of time will require what I have now undergone and much more. Changing back to a male is not going to be easy at any stage of this deal. I told her I love her with all of my being, but she needs to know that she is marrying Cheri, not Chad.

She thought for a minute, then in a normal tone told me that she accepts, but if she carries the baby to term, I have to agree to breastfeed the little darling when it pops out, also the diapers. The biggest smile I have seen on her face since we started going together is plastered there; then she starts giggling as she reaches for my breasts.

I guess everything went alright; Sherry did agree to marry me, the Cheri me, and with the new job, I will be able to support us much easier than before. It took me several weeks to get used to the changes. Each day it became easier to become Cheri, I soon acquired the skills to maintain my hair and do my own makeup. The job is much easier than I anticipated, the work primarily what I had already been doing, although a little more of it. Mark had quietly spread the word about me, warning the other guys about what they said to me. I got a reference to my male self once in a while, but when I didn’t comment the subject was quickly dropped.

Sherry never flinched once when I appeared every day as a female. She treated me the same as before, although the loving and romance side of things got more interesting. When I made an appointment to get my roots done, it was suggested by Sherry that I go ahead and make the full change except for junior. The day before my appointment she called me late at the office wanting me to go by the sperm bank and make a donation. Melissa was in my office at the time, and when I mentioned sperm bank she broke out in giggles.

After hanging up, Melissa asked if she could come along and help me make the donation, then broke out in uncontrolled laughter. I reminded her of the company rules on harassment, but she said that didn’t apply to females. Then more laughter. Red in the face I closed up my computer and got ready to leave. I had gotten the address from the internet and was on my way. I arrived about thirty minutes later, entered the lobby and told them I wanted to make a sperm donation. The receptionist looked at me, wondering if this female standing in front of her is nuts. I finally figured out the problem and quietly whispered to her that I am a male, and my girlfriend wants me to make a contribution to be used later.

She gathered up the forms necessary for the donation, had me sign in the appropriate places than handed me a vial to use to gather the donation in. All the time she is straining not to break into laughter. I went into the room designated, lifted my skirt and removed my undergarments until junior is free. It took me a while, but finally thinking of Sherry sucking on my breasts made the donation possible.

I went back to the reception desk, handed her the vial and thanked her for her help. She had calmed down quite a bit, apologizing for her actions, and thanking me for the pleasant break in her day. Jokingly she asked who is going to have the baby, with a straight face, I responded that it is up in the air at the moment; Sherry wants me to do it, but then she doesn’t want to breastfeed, so it looks as if I will be doing the breastfeeding and diaper changing. She made me promise to keep her informed of who is doing what, now that she knows part of it she is dying to hear the eventual outcome.

I made it home about forty minutes later, the traffic is horrible, the sperm bank being on the other side of town not helping in my commute. Sherry had dinner ready but had to find out what happened at the sperm bank first. I conveyed the story, even giggling myself some now, it did sound quite unusual, and my remarks about possibly carrying the baby made Sherry break into raucous laughter. Her only comment is we might just do that; I know I would prefer it that way.

The last few days her cooking has reached epic proportions. She has always been a good cook, but the last few nights I have felt like I had died and went to heaven when consuming her meals. We talked some about getting married but decided to hold back a while to make sure that my promotion was genuine, not just a maneuver by the company to keep from getting in trouble.

Even though I cross-dressed most of my life living full time is quite different. It is another whole routine that females go through every day, makeup, hair, clothes selection, and the biggest, body maintenance. At night, removing my makeup, cleansing my face, then moisturizing, all just so that I can put on a nightie and get some sleep. Sherry, however, is not content with me getting some sleep, my new equipment is constantly being stimulated by her, her whispering in my ear that all of her foreplay is leading up to getting me pregnant, then I can stay at home and raise our children. I do have an opinion on that, just not sure what exactly it is or if it should be voiced.

I know me getting pregnant is not possible, although it has always had a place in my dream fantasy. I think most males who worship being a female wish they could experience that aspect of the female life, but maybe wanting it and actually experiencing it are two different things.

Another morning, an extra hour is required every AM to get me ready for a day at work. As a male, I just pulled on a pair of pants, a shirt, did my bathroom things and strode out the door. Not so for a female, picking out something to wear, doing my hair and makeup, then getting dressed, checking my purse for the essentials to make it through the day, then the appropriate shoes before I head to the door. I forgot to include numerous checks in the mirror to make sure my female image is up to standard, a usual application of another coat of lipstick or gloss to make the image perfect.

I had managed to get a driver’s license with female as the gender and my first name changed to Cheri, so the drive to work is less stressful. At first, I was petrified at being pulled over and asked for my I.D. Then being arrested and taken to the station to be interrogated about my identity. I know, an overkill, but the fear was real. On the way to work any police vehicle, even going in the opposite direction, causing me a lot of grief and worry.

Work went well, my staff and I were caught up on everything, now working on new programs to be added to the servers. I worked several more Saturdays, even a Sunday or two, when the servers gave us trouble. There was never any remarks made again by any of my male staff. I think the one occurrence with Mark was enough to prohibit any others. Melissa and I got along even better, even eating some lunches together from time to time.

The best part was the relationship between Sherry and me. We were much closer than before, she was teaching me to cook, among other things. We went out shopping, my enthusiasm and her practicality a good blend. Our late night conferences in our bedroom were always looked forward to. We snuggled, kissed, licked, and otherwise manipulated each other to great heights. Then we would cuddle, enjoying where we had been, and looking forward to many more days ahead. A truly fantastic future, all made possible when a list got mislaid. A lifelong adventure now unfolding.

It was about a year from when I was promoted when I was called into the CEO’s office. The visit worried me, seldom do any of the lower echelon staff ever have any interaction with upper level management, especially in this company.

As I was shown into the office, Melissa was seated to the right, and a new representative from Human resources to the left of the desk. The only chair left right was in front of her desk. I nervously sat down placing my hands in my lap, like a proper lady is taught to do. “Cheri, my name is Janice, and we are here to discuss some changes in the computer department. Melissa is returning to her original job, as per her request. I will let her tell you why, when this meeting is over. That leaves her present position open, you are more than qualified to fill the position, and we just have one minor question to ask first.”

“H.R. and myself are quite happy with how you have handled yourself, over the last year, and we hope we might be able to persuade you to continue your employment here as a female. Technically we shouldn’t be having this conversation with you, but we do care about the relationship here between the company and you.”

Of course, if you accept there will be more money, a much better benefit package, and a fully funded retirement package. Please take a few hours to think about this, I am sure you will want to talk to Melissa as to her reasons to step down, then maybe your fiancé also. Come back to the office later, or send me an email once you decide. I do hope your answer will be in the affirmative.

Melissa and I left the office, with me staring her down as we walked back to her office. She set in her chair, gave me a big smile and told me she is pregnant, wanting to deal with a lot less stress as she carried the baby. Besides you are doing so well, it won’t even task you brain to handle the job. Of course, I hugged her congratulating her on the baby, asking when it is due and if she already knows the sex of the baby. Have you taken the time to do the baby’s room yet? Is papa excited about the new arrival? A bigger smile, “you are such a girl Cheri, I wondered why I didn’t see it from the first time I met you.”

I knew I would accept, what I was living now a wonderful dream come true. Whether to ask Sherry first is now the question, Chad would have not gone to the trouble, just accepted the position and went on with his life. The fact that Sherry had supported me through all of this not lost on me. We were a team, and she needed to be consulted. I think I knew her answer ahead of time, but still needed to confide in her. I made the call, wanting to know if she was busy. She had one of her big finals earlier today and I am sure she was stressed out.

She was free, what did I have in mind, I suggested a meal out and a movie afterwards. I had kept my appearances limited initially, not confident enough to go around in dresses and makeup. At the office I felt that everyone knew me, so I did wear feminine clothes quite often, not dresses every day, but at least a skirt and top or feminine pants and a top or sweater. Everybody assured me that I was quite passable, but I still had lingering doubts. Tonight I was going to get rid of those doubts.

I had made reservations for dinner, a nicer restaurant that served a variety of cuisines. I made the trip home, made up a bath of heavenly scents and dove in. I was soaking when Sherry came in. “Oh, a delightful bath that smells so good, what is the special occasion? I take it that something went right today, or is it the other way around? The fragrant bath to make a bad day go away.”

“You will have to wait for that answer. We have time, should I fix one of these for you?”

“A mystery huh, yeah I might as well smell wonderful for this occasion too.”

I removed myself from the tub, drained out the water and fixed her one exactly like mine. Before it had even filled up she was in the tub, luxuriating in the fragrant and oily water. I started dressing, anxious to trap all those wonderful scents next to my body. No holding back tonight, garter belt, stockings, corset and the classic LBD and I do mean little. When Sherry finally emerged she took one look at me and hurried to her closet. “You could have warned me it was a fancy affair, I will not tolerate my spouse looking better than me.” Giggling sporadically as she threw clothes everywhere trying to decide what to wear.

I moved on to makeup, the last year I had become pretty skilled in applying my own makeup, it took me a while but the results were worth the effort. I even added false eyelashes and several colors of eye shadow blended to match my lipstick and lip liner, a burgundy and dark red combo. I never did get the ability to do my hair in a myriad of different styles, the mind was willing, but the hands never could perform the tasks. Maybe now I could afford a weekly salon appointment for my hair. I went with my usual a high ponytail at the rear of my head with dangling ribbons to secure it.

I walked over to the full length mirror, did a spin to make sure all was as it should be then switched my things to a purse that matched my dress. Sherry had been silently watching me, a smile and a smirk evident every once in a while. She looked equally stunning, a strapless crème lace piece of nothing that molded to her figure perfectly. After getting her purse she grabbed my arm and led me to the car. She made sure I didn’t mess up anything as I entered the vehicle, then helped me buckle my seat belt. I think she just wanted to show off her boobs, keeping them directly in front of me, seemingly about to escape her next to nothing dress. Believe me I was tempted.

I took over once we got to the restaurant, the Maitre’D having my reservation. I had asked for one to their private dining rooms, off to the side but easily accessible. We were seated and the waiter promptly waited on us. I ordered for both of us getting lobster for her and lasagna for me. Once our drinks and salads were delivered she leaned forward and that thousand watt smile came to her face. “Okay spill the beans, I want the truth you little vixen. Someone is extra happy and looking oh so hot. I would have been just as happy staying at home and getting you out of those clothes, but some allowances have to be made for loved ones. Now start talking.”

“Your hot little vixen now runs the computer department at work. Melissa is pregnant, wanting her old job back so she is less stressed. They asked me if I wanted the job, but I told them the decision had to wait until I asked my significant other what she wanted me to do. There is a stipulation though, I need to still present as a female, a transsexual in transition. The money is quite a bit better, so maybe we can now buy that house we have wanted. It is all up to you, can you stand being with the female me for the rest of your life?”

Well her attacking my lips might just be an affirmative answer. Her tongue instantly part way down my throat. I did see the waiter look through the door and I held up a couple of fingers to delay any delivery of our food. He smiled and withdrew. I guess a lesbian relationship still is a little rare, especially the showing of affection in public as we were obviously engaged in.

I was amazed that they were able to keep the food hot for that long. Sherry eventually ended her attack on my lips. We both had to fix our faces, the lipstick smeared real good. We had adjourned to the ladies room, this major a repair a little much for a compact at the table. When we returned the waiter went and retrieved our food. Even kept warm it was delicious. I told Sherry everything that had happened, making sure she was well informed on my job and my looks for the future. As soon as we finished dinner, Sherry wanted to go, her agenda could not be completed while we were in a restaurant. She wanted to drive back home, completing the trip in record time.

I was hustled in the house, my clothes strewn along the floor from the front door to the bed. She jerked her dress up, pushed me back on the bed and was straddling me in an instant. I barely had a chance to get situated before her sex was being rubbed all over my mid-section. Of course, that had the desired effect, soon she had swallowed my male organ into her warm moist lips. It was a few minutes before I needed to get up to prepare for work the next morning before the romantic interlude ended. That day seemed particularly long, no sleep and the memories of all that we did that night still wandering around in my mind.

Shortly after I had been promoted to head of the computer department, Sherry decided I need to take the feminine look up another step. She made the arrangements and took me to the salon. My old breast forms were removed my chest cleaned, then a clear cup was glued to my chest bigger than my original breast forms. Hoses were hooked to the cups and then a pump was started pulling my flesh up into the cup. It was a steady pull, then switched to a cyclic pull as the cups slowly filled with my tissue. I was lying there watching what was happening, and was about to put a stop to this. Sherry leaned and kissed me hard, then ran her hand over my groin. That is all it took, my mind went blank, my next thought is if my new assets would fit in my present bras. Six hours later I now had realistic breasts, breasts that are definitely mine.

After the pump shut off, two syringes of liquid were inserted in my nipples, one in each nipple. The hoses were disconnected and I was helped up and into a new and bigger bra. Dressed again Sherry hustled me out of the salon, I apparently had an appointment with her in our bedroom, and she wanted me there quickly. I felt secure knowing the cup was still protecting my new orbs, but when I was undressed a little while later there was nothing but soft flesh there, the nipple hard and erect. As soon as she got the one nipple in her mouth, my world suddenly exploded. Gawd, that feels so good.

So now after very little sleep for two days, but also sexually worn out I still had to go to work. As usually happens when you are tired, the problems of the world make themselves known. As I entered the office Mark announced that the servers were down, not responding to anything they were doing. When I entered the server room Melissa was busy trying to get any response she could from the unyielding machines. I glanced around looking for anything out of place. Then I saw the end of a cable in a space between the server and one of the work tables. I smiled, probably the cleaning crew, caught the cable and unplugged it. Not knowing what to do they tried to hide it to keep from getting blamed. I went over to the cable stooped down, quite a feat for such a tight skirt and plugged it in. The room came alive as the servers began to boot up, lights flashing everywhere. I looked at Melissa, as Mark smiled and I went back to my office. I wish everything was that easy these days.

Unfortunately, the day continued in that vain, one of the hard drives stopped mid-stream, we had to install another one this one fried to a crisp. Then load the backups by hand since it was still midday and the complete backup had not been made yet. Two more minor disasters late afternoon, software freezing up and having to be re-installed. By quitting time we were all ready to leave the building.

In Melissa’s old job I found out that numerous public appearances were mandatory. I attended all of the executive meetings, having to update the others on what our status was. Then once every quarter the company board meeting, explaining to the board members what we were doing and future hardware needs. I had to make and maintain a budget, hardware and labor for my department. I now understood why Melissa wanted to regress back to her old job while pregnant. The tasks were not hard, but time consuming and a little bit stressful.

The first board meeting I attended was stressful for me. I am not sure how much they knew about me, so I was on pins and needles as to what would be asked of me. It turned out to be a non-event, budgets and long range computer needs the only things discussed. I did notice several of the older gentlemen admiring my boobs more than once. I guess that comes with being a female. Not something I had contemplated when I dreamed of living as a female earlier in my life.

My times at social events, executive meetings and the board meetings were interesting. I had to dress nicer, usually in a dress with jewelry and makeup. Of course, the mandatory salon appointment before the event, can’t have my appearance be judged as marginal or inadequate. I did enjoy the female part, now wearing dresses to work almost every day. Sherry seemed happier now, I was around more, in a better mood most days, and of course we no longer had to worry about money.

I know in the bedroom she was the dominant one now, my place now below her. A position I was enthusiastic about. On more than one occasion I found myself moaning, even some screaming as she manipulated my new assets to her eventual satisfaction.

This also transferred to our free time. At the drop of a hat we would hit the stores to shop. Not a lot bought, but we managed to keep up with incoming arrivals of new merchandise at every store we normally shopped at. Of course, she made me try everything on, to see how it fit. I later learned even if it was for her, I had to try it on. Turns out we are the same dress size, only I have a little larger bust. Besides she loved to make me model everything, and decide if what I was modeling would work for her.

Eventually all of my male clothes found their way to a thrift store, now both of our closets jammed with our female clothes. The last time I looked there was only two pair of pants, all the rest either skirts or dresses. When Sherry finds our dream house, the one main requirement is lots of closets.

Work settled down and after a very successful year in my department I was promoted again. This time to COO of the company. Melissa after having a couple of kids came back to run the computer department, her hubby being the mother and housewife of the relationship. Sherry and I have them over often, Melissa talking with my wife and Jamie and I comparing notes. Jamie has adopted the female dress and mannerisms, we often meet at the beauty salon when we have our hair done. Since she has kids to watch during the week and I have my job leaving only Saturdays to be our only time to get beautiful.

Would I change anything if I had to do any of this over? Nope, life has been nearly perfect, and Sherry and I have never been happier. It has been an adventure, but well worth the time and effort. A never ending adventure, I might add.

My secretary entered my office, announcing that the CEO was in a plane crash and was being flown by helicopter to a hospital at this moment. I made a few calls to get people to cover for me, then headed to the hospital. Janice the CEO is one of my dearest friends, but I have called Sherry to keep tabs on her till I can get there. It turns out Janice is only suffering from the trauma of the plane crash, nothing broken or severally damaged. She had me take over for her until she gets back, so now I am the acting CEO along with my usual COO position for a while. I visit her daily, but all we talk about is her recovery. I try to tell her how things are going back at the business, her only remark to me is that she has someone handling things for her, not to worry.

A female life to be sure, never knowing what will happen next, this just the latest episode. It all started with an oops. I do realize how blessed I am, good friends and a wonderful lover who has always supported me unequivocally.

© 2016 thru 2024 by Francesca

Josie: Sissy By Choice

 Josie: Sissy By Choice

I made the trip home reluctantly. The sudden shock of being let go from a job that I had held for over ten years was still consuming every thought. No advance warning, just called into the bosses office and told I was being let go. No further details given, he pointed to the door implying that the meeting was over. I left the office, but in a daze. I did make it to my office and gathered up my personal things. As I was finishing a security guard showed up to escort me off the property. When I reached my car I just sat there, my mind in turmoil. I eventually started the car and headed home, not sure exactly of my route.

Telling my wife would be the hardest part, although she was a partner in a business with several of her female friends, like most wives I am sure she had become dependent on my income to live off. Luckily for me she was off with her closest friend shopping at a mall in a nearby town, postponing telling her I was no longer employed. I made it home finally, not remembering where I had been, a normal thirty minute trip taking over two hours to make, driving around aimlessly, my mind trying desperately to come to terms with what had transpired today.

Once in the house I deposited my things from my work locker in the spare room then laid down on our bed. That is where Janice found me. She was cuddled up next to me playing with my longish hair and kissing my ear lobe. I panicked, not having figured out what to tell her, now with her presence, a reason for me being home early surely on her mind. She just laid there, staring at me waiting for me to make the first move. I stuttered, starting my explanation several times before I managed to get out the words that I was terminated today.

She hugged me, an action I was not expecting, sharing a very passionate kiss in the process. We laid there in bed, cuddled together, no words exchanged, both of us lost in our thoughts. Finally I managed to tell her I would look for an another job right away, taking whatever I could find so we would not have to dip into our savings to live on. She giggled, telling me not to worry, we have been financially secure for quite some time. I gave her a puzzled look, my mouth open in astonishment.

“Help me make something to eat, and I will explain all to you.” I was dragged to the kitchen, but after she showed me several times what had to be done, I still had failed to do as she wished. In frustration, she pushed me down in a chair and finished the task herself. I nibbled on the sandwich she had prepared, and took a few spoonfuls of the soup she had warmed up.

She started on her explanation. The business her and her friends had started was doing very well, now three more businesses had been bought, each of those contributing profit almost immediately. They had trained managers in each business, her and her friends just keeping tabs on the businesses and banking the profit. In fact most days, they could be found shopping at the local businesses, while always on the lookout for other businesses to invest in and run.

I relaxed some, still uneasy about staying home doing nothing while she was out and about. I had no friends, my few college friends off doing their own thing. We didn’t socialize with other couples, the males in the relationship more wrapped up with hunting or sports then to be with their wife’s when visiting friends.

In the following days I tried to find anything job wise, the economy rather pathetic in our area. In most cases, an application was not even offered to me when I inquired about employment. Two weeks of this and I was getting really desperate. I even tried an employment agency, knowing full well that if they found a job for me it would come at a considerable fee.

I did get a surprise a week later when I received a check in the mail, severance pay as per my original employment contract. I was not even aware that my employment contract had a severance package written in the document. While not a financial windfall, it did ease some of my guilt.

Janice did spend a little more time with me, the conversation mainly about her friends and their personal life. Apparently, her friends had a decidedly different relationship with their spouses, their significant others not employed either, but living as their wife wanted. When she showed me a picture of one of her friend’s spouses, I was shocked. The picture was of a very young girl, dressed as such, her hair curled and wearing makeup. She was sitting in a large play pen, a doll in her hands. It looked like she was kissing the doll.

I made the remark that I didn’t think any of her friends had children. Janice giggled, then said they don’t. This is a picture of Laura’s former husband, now her sissy daughter. I took the photo, looking closer at the young girl in the picture. She looked happy, a smile on her face as she kissed the doll.

I was lost for something else to say, a situation that was totally beyond my comprehension. Janice dropped the subject, talking about what to make for dinner. She did leave me with the photo, one that I frequently looked at over the next few days. If indeed, it was Laura’s former husband why would he allow her to dress him that way and force him to act like a little girl.

In future conversations it turns out that he did so willingly, a lifestyle that he embraced. In fact, he arranged for the initial transformation himself, a present for his wife on their fifteenth anniversary. That was two years ago, a lifestyle they both enjoy and openly embrace. It is a 24/7 existence, always a sissy daughter in looks and actions.

In the ensuing days, bits and pieces of the sissy daughters looks and behavior were dropped into her conversations with me. I was guilty of being more interested in what she was telling me than a normal male might be.

Apparently each of her friends had a sissy daughter, a daughter they were proud of showing them off whenever possible to any one that would look their way. It seems the sissies were loved, always with their Mothers who saw to their every need.

I did learn that the sissies were all transformed at the same business in town, a place that specialized in turning a male into a convincing sissy. A wardrobe came with the transformation along with the appropriate furniture for the sissies new life, namely a crib, play pen and a changing table.

I did an internet search on the business, it turns out to be a branch of a national company specializing in these matters. All of this very confusing but also fascinating. I tried to put it out of my thoughts but failed miserably.

Since the job prospects were so dismal, I did consider what I would do if I could not find employment. I was so pathetic at helping around the house, doing the chores and cooking for Janice a real scary thought. I would probably burn the house down, or worse try to poison her.

Another ten days went by, nothing new and I was almost ready to throw the towel in and join the others to become a sissy daughter. In many of her conversations there were hints of her approval of such an arrangement. Never a demand that I become one, just a hint that she would approve if I did.

I did find out from the internet search that the cost of a sissy transformation was close to eight thousand dollars. Maybe too much to indulge in such a fantasy but the thoughts of becoming a sissy the only thing I could think about. A coincidence maybe but my severance check was for nine thousand dollars, a way to pay for my transformation and join the others as a sissy daughter.

Right or wrong I made my decision, calling the salon that made the transformation to make an appointment. To my utter surprise they could take me right away, having me finished by six o’clock this evening. I agreed, kind of wishing I had more time to think about it, but maybe all of this was meant to be. I finished dressing and drove to the salon. Telling them my name I was ushered into an office, then explained in detail what is involved in the transformation to become a sissy. I had told them to make me a sissy like Laura’s daughter, the only one I had seen a picture of.

Permission slips signed and I was undressed right there. My wallet and ID and keys would be given to my wife when she comes to collect me tonight. I was told they would deliver the furniture in a few hours, while taking all of my male clothes from the house as they left.

The clothes I had worn to the salon were deposited in the garbage, you will not need them anymore, cute dresses and lingerie the only things you will be wearing in the future.

Dragged to another room I was soon hairless body wise, the hair on the top of my head the only thing left. More than one of their techs started on me, my hair washed, nails worked on and my body receiving the needed additions to put me in the female gender. I closed my eyes when all of this started, still a few doubts, but alas too late now to change my mind.

A little later my hair was in curlers, the setting lotion giving me curls for many months. Under a dryer to set the curls while they finished my nails. Now fingernails and toenails a brilliant pink, the fingernails also much longer than before.

Body modifications included small breasts sucked from my body, mine for the rest of my life. My waist reduced significantly in size by a corset, to be worn for a couple of months as it reshaped my waist. The biggest change was my penis hidden away under a false vagina, now the only thing visible down there was a slit surrounded by two lips, just like my Mommy. I let out a huge sigh, that change unsettling me quite a bit. Yes, I knew about it in advance but still hearing about what they were going to do and what it looked like afterward a real shock.

Makeup was next, carefully applied since it would be with me for many months. Then when one of the ladies told me to open my mouth I did so, not realizing exactly what she was going to do. I did so and quickly found myself gagged, the gag affixed around my tongue guaranteeing it to stay put. I had looked at the lady when she did it, her simple explanation that it is permanent, only a nipple would fit in my mouth now, and I would no longer be able to talk. I did not remember seeing that listed in the things to be done to me, but apparently it is something that Laura’s daughter had done. Oh well too late to change that now.

Helped up onto a changing table, a diaper slid under my butt. Another surprise since I figured I would go to the bathroom like an adult. Then set up as a slip was slipped over my head, then a cute frilly dress that buttoned up my back. A pair of heels soon followed, then two pin pricks in the calves of my legs. Another questioning look from me, the tech explaining that I would have to wear heels to walk, otherwise my only way of getting around would be on my hands and knees.

Another huge sigh, seems like I have slipped down the rabbit hole much further than expected. My curlers were removed, my now longish hair laying on my shoulders, curls all over the place.

The final part of the transformation was to stand me in front a mirror, making me look at my image for a half hour, the voice in the head set I had been given saying you are sissy Josie now, over and over. The image was definitely a sissy, no doubt there. I do hope Janice will be happy with her sissy daughter Josie.

It wasn’t but a few minutes after my image session with the mirror that Janice showed up, I was hugged so hard I was afraid she would crack a rib. Then she reached into her purse removing a collar adorned with jewels and locked it around my neck, a leash followed and I was led from the salon. I did get hugged by all the ladies that worked on me, each hug felt so good. Deposited in Janice’s car, in the back seat in a bigger than usual child’s seat. My leash fastened around the head rest keeping me secured.

I glanced around the parking lot looking for my car that I had driven to the salon in, now no sign of it to be had. Janice explained when she saw me looking around that she had it towed off, once I was safely in the salon getting transformed. It will be sold, something you will never need again.

Once home I was helped out of the child’s seat and led into the house. She stopped in the kitchen, removing a baby bottle that she had left in a warmer. She held it up to my mouth, sliding the nipple into my mouth. I immediately sucked the warm milk into my mouth, it did wonders to quench my thirst. I guess I will get all of my nourishment from a baby bottle now. Once the bottle was finished off to a bedroom, upon entering I saw the furniture that came with the transformation spread around the room. Led to a changing table and helped up on it. My diaper exposed and removed. My face beet red, it was soaked, with me not realizing I had even wet the diaper. Changed, with Janice smiling the whole time she worked on me. Then dragged to our bedroom, and laid on the bed. Janice changed clothes, then joined me cuddling me as close as she could manage. I was kissed, her pulling me even closer to her body as she fondled me with my curly hair twisted around one of her fingers most of the time. She closed her eyes and soon was asleep, as I just laid there staring at the ceiling.

I felt loved and cherished, knowing I would never want for anything in my sissy life. My Mommy will see to my care and loving, all I need to do is be a good sissy.

© 2016 thru 2024 by Francesca

Kelly: Now A Ms.

Kelly: Now A Ms.

Dawn and I had been dating for almost two years now after meeting in our senior year of college. We shared a lot of interests, even having some of the same hobbies. Both of us loved the outdoors, camping and hiking, our favorites. A perfect weekend for us is a ten to fifteen mile hike, camping under the stars, and then hiking back to our car the following morning.

Since we live in Prescott, Arizona, there are hundreds of destinations close by to have that perfect weekend experience at. Just this last weekend, we drove up to Oak Creek Canyon, then hiked in and around Steam Boat Rock for several hours till dusk approached. We camped in the canyon and were coaxed into slumber by the nearby stream babbling along the rocky stream bed. It relaxed us, nature as its best, soothing and refreshing our outlook on life.

Dawn is a saleswoman for a beauty supply company, traveling the southwest to sell her goods and services. She helps design beauty salons, then sells the equipment and product necessary to operate them. She has been doing this for a year now, starting in their company as a phone salesperson, and then, when they decided to offer a salesman to call on the salons, she raised her hand.

They gave her a thirty-day trial, and by the second week, the job was offered to her permanently. Her personality being her best trait, she can make anyone relaxed in her presence just by talking with them. Her knowledge of what a female wants in beauty services is phenomenal. Her designs of several salons have made it apparent that she knows the salon customer, what they are looking for, and what services they will patronize.

Her degree in business management, helping as she advises the new salon owner on what services to offer and what prices the trade will tolerate. Her salon designs tend to be more upscale, pushing the envelope for opulence and exclusivity. One particular customer liked what she was offered but had doubts about its profitability. Her friend, a previous customer of Dawn’s, convinced her to try it. I am sure there were some doubtful moments as Dawn’s designs were built into the new salon but the first day of operation they booked appointments for the next five weeks solid. That eliminated any doubt, causing Dawn to acquire three more customers for salon designs.

My meager existence is much more mundane. I had majored in accounting and financial management in college but had to settle for opening my own business; since they were few, if any, jobs available when I graduated, at least in my field of study. It didn’t take long for me to develop a small following of customers that were happy with the services I provided and the rates I charged. Now after two years of operation, I have a hundred customers and a secretary to help with the business.

I earn a reasonable living, but will not become wealthy with my business. As a comparison, Dawn’s bonus checks are usually twice what my monthly income turns out to be. That bothered me for a while until I realized how talented and driven she is. I show up for work usually around nine AM., but Dawn is at her first customer when they open, somewhere around eight AM. That necessitates her getting up at six AM. so that she can get dressed and drive to their salon.

I like my work; it is a fun job, but Dawn is a fanatic about her job, eagerly awaiting each day to push the envelope just a little bit more. Where I drag my feet a little, she is airborne from the moment she is awake until she sits down for dinner. We both are fairly attractive, with Dawn two inches taller than me at five foot ten inches tall. Since we exercise so much we are both trim, Dawn weighing in at 130 lbs. versus my 140 lbs. Despite our height both of us have rather small frames with narrow shoulders and less than average bums, although her bums are quite a bit more photogenic.

Dawn’s exceptional body part is her breasts, a full D cup they make her a standout in any crowd. She is proud of them but does not wear clothes to accentuate them. My noteworthiness is my face and hair. Ever since rebelling in high school, I have worn my hair long, usually keeping my dark ash blonde hair pulled back into a ponytail. My face though is another matter, a definite curse for a member of the male sex.

As the saying goes, the genetic female gets the boyish looks and the coarse straight hair, but the male gets the long curly hair, the gorgeous lashes, and the cute button nose. Guilty on all three counts, plus a couple of more, but who is counting. I have to watch how I dress, anything androgynous makes me look like a female and the miss and mams start. The fact that I was named Kelly after my mom hasn’t helped matters in the gender area.

I know the name Kelly can be used for either sex, but long hair, a cute button nose and the name Kelly seems to translate as a female more often than not. Since I am attached to my hair, with Dawn favoring the longer locks, I have been forced to put up with matters as they are. I still grimace when I am called miss, but usually do not correct them, since it usually is more effort to explain than just to let it go.

That night when Dawn made it home, she unpacked the bags of food she had obtained, the smell of tacos and burritos made itself known to that cute little button nose that was centered on my face. “What is the occasion that deserves this treat,” I asked? We normally eat at home, a habit that we started to save money so we could buy a house. We lived together in a rented house that we shared, deciding to wait until we could buy a house before we married.

With no close relatives, we didn’t have to worry about everybody’s opinion of us living together, a real problem usually where parents are involved. We were both only child’s, spoiled rotten by our parents but loved by them unequivocally. Unfortunately, both fathers were taken from us by a drunk driver, way before they should have died. Dawn’s father was involved in an automobile accident last New Year’s Eve and mine after a visit to my college two months before my graduation.

Of course, you have figured out by now, that neither one of us drink any alcoholic beverages of any kind. We do, however, love Root Beer, a fact that can be blamed back to a hamburger joint at college that served the best draft Root Beer around. After moving here, we had to spend an unearthly amount of time and money to find a Root Beer that was comparable. We ended up getting it from an internet company in California and shipping it in. Now once a month, we receive a package from UPS with two five gallon jugs of Root Beer.

Our nectar of the Gods is also perfect with Mexican Food; I know that is weird, but we do not necessarily conform to all the social do’s and dont’s. The tacos were great; the burritos were fabulous with a sprinkling of hot sauce to liven up the taste buds. The guacamole dip was fresh made, with a taste of lime, fresh onions, and peppers. But the cool Root Beer sliding down our throat afterward, made it heaven. This particular brand of Root Beer has the foam top after filling a glass with it, the telltale sign of a good quality drink.

The celebration is because Dawn had made a new contact today. She explained. “An owner of a chain of beauty salons wants me to work for her designing and opening up new salons.” I could tell that Dawn is excited about this as her speech and emotions were all over the place. “Francine owns Turnabout Gurl Salons, a national chain of beauty salons, catering to a specific customer. They have both male and female customers, but the male customer was the one that the salon catered to originally.”

Francine wanted Dawn to start her own company doing what Dawn’s employer was doing, but only for her salons. She would be responsible for the new salons, also, going back and renovating the older salons as the time allowed. I was thrilled for Dawn, but I wondered where the money to start the business is going to come from and told her that. Then, Dawn pulled a check from her purse, turning it around so that I could look at the face of the check.

It was made out to Dawn for 250,000.00 dollars. She also pulled out a business agreement between her and Francine stating the conditions of the new partnership. Dawn would have a fifty-one percent interest in the company until all the original investment is paid back, and then she would be the sole owner. The agreement is very straightforward, no legal mumbo jumbo, just straight talk about all things that mattered.

As I was glancing over the agreement, I noticed a business name that I was quite familiar with on one of the contract lines. I pointed to the name and asked what was going on. Dawn smiled. “Both she and Francine wanted some expert financial and accounting help with the business. Since you are an expert, your services will be required. You will bill for time spent on the business, less a twenty percent discount for bigger businesses.” That was my standard charge for my larger customers anyway, so that was no problem.

I was shocked; this was a quite lucrative opportunity for both of us, way too good of a deal to pass up. I managed to get Dawn to tell me how she and Francine had met, and what prompted the discussion of the partnership.

“I had called on her at one of her other locations when I heard of them opening another salon in the immediate area. I got lucky to connect with Francine as she was there to finalize some of the plans for the new salon. I made my pitch and Francine was all ears. We ended up going to lunch to discuss matters further, and three hours later the deal was put to paper.”

Dawn was reluctant to leave her employer but knew that this was a once in a lifetime opportunity. She had no doubts about her ability to start and run the new company, but with a little regret about competing with her present employer. When Dawn gave them notice later that day, they were shocked, but knew at some time she would leave, an employee with that much talent would be sought after by any and all of their competitors.

As they were working out when would be her last day, her employer asked in passing if she knew anybody that would be interested in buying the business. “I might know someone, but a lot of it would depend on the asking price and the present inventory.” They decided on a meeting later that day around five. That way the owner could decide on a price and ascertain an inventory figure.

Dawn made a call to Francine, with the permission granted to buy the business if the price and inventory were adequate. Before Dawn came home, her old boss approached her with the price and inventory figure. Dawn studied the figures, then counter offered at 25% less than that figure. The owner agreed, and a declaration of intent was signed until the lawyers could put it all down on paper.

The owner confided to Dawn that he didn’t want to compete with her in business since his downfall was a most likely outcome. So my future bride, now owns a business in partnership with an owner of a chain of beauty salons. I was also included in the package since I now had a new account and a lot more business to handle.

As we got ready for bed that night, I hinted that we maybe could look for a house and schedule a wedding date. I received a very passionate kiss, and all kinds of erotic occurrences were happening until the wee hours of the morning. Maybe things were getting better; a wedding was now in the scope of things, a wish that had been mine since the first time I had met Dawn.

The next day started two weeks of planned pandemonium. Meeting with lawyers to sign the finalized agreements, changing ownership on a multitude of permits and licenses, it was a whirlwind of activity. Dawn spent a lot of time with Francine discussing ideas and plans for the new salon. Apparently Dawn’s new partner loved her ideas and work was started on the new salon. Four weeks to the day, a Grand Opening of the salon occurred, and the crowd and attention from the media is so fierce that you couldn’t get near the salon.

To say it was a success was quite an understatement, the salon did more business in their first week than all of the other salons in their first week of business. Everybody is happy; even I am getting more involved with the new company. From an accounting standpoint, Dawn’s new company is selling more equipment and supplies with a lot less overhead.

I was doing the books for Francine’s new salon, and on paper, they were more profitable with the new prices they were now paying for their supplies. In the newest salon, they had offered more upscale services at a heftier price, the result is the services were booked solid. The customer apparently desiring the new services that they offered, no one else in the area was willing to offer these services, so Turnabout Gurl made out like bandits.

Dawn and I did talk about our upcoming marriage, and we settled on a date right before Christmas. Since this was early April, we had quite a bit of time to make plans and find a house. It was decided that I would take the time to look for a house, or property to build, if all else fails. Then the two of us would make the final decision. It didn’t take me long to find that perfect house, and Dawn and I agreed on the purchase price after walking through the home one weekend.

It was located just south of Flagstaff along one of the side canyons near Sedona. It had a beautiful view overlooking Coconino National Forest with a lot of red rock pinnacles scattered in the background. The house was two story with living room, kitchen, bathroom, and den downstairs while upstairs, bedrooms and two more baths were housed. The outside was all finished in cedar, with a copper colored metal roof.

Inside, the whole house was done in knotty pine including the floors. Floor to ceiling windows allowed the outside inside and brightened the interior making it inviting and comfortable. In more ways than one, it was our dream house. We set aside one day each week to furnish and move into the new house. There was no rush since we had plenty of time, doing it slowly and methodically a lot more fun anyway.

We kept the rented house since we pretty much wanted to save the new house for after we married. So we bought pieces of furniture and moved a little of our belongings each week to the new house. Quite often we would take sandwiches and fresh fruit for our work day, then sit in chairs on the wrap around porch taking in the panoramic views of the red rock country as we nibbled.

Every couple of weeks, I would add one of the salons to my workload, and Dawn was on her third remodel. Every salon that she redid increased their profits, and also their business. Dawn and I did find time to talk about the wedding, what we wanted, and who we intended to invite. It was not going to be a large affair, but big enough to rule out a small venue.

One evening as we were snuggled on the couch in the rented house, listening to some music, I noticed Dawn scribbling on a notepad. I watched for a while to see what she was doing, her mind lost in some other dimension. She was writing her name with my surname. I guess that is what most women do, sometime before they marry since they take on the last name of their spouse.

I was intrigued as I watched the names she wrote. Her last name was Killian, and my last name was La Mont. I was leaned up against her shoulder and was watching as she tried all the different combinations. All were prefaced with the salutation of Ms.; the names included Ms. Dawn La Mont, Ms. D La Mont, Ms. D. Killian, Ms. Dawn Killian and to my surprise, Ms. Kelly Killian. That name made me pause for a few moments.

I guess it is technically possible for a male to assume his wife’s surname, but I doubt it is seldom done these days. I was going to ask about it but decided it was just her playing around, no need to make a big deal out of it.

Both of our workloads picked up and Dawn soon was hiring some help for her company. Once I had the salons set up it was just data input, so I got by with my part time secretary for two days a week. Things were looking good, Dawn’s profits were steadily increasing, and she had already managed to pay Francine some of the business startup money back. Quite a feat for only four month’s of elapsed time.

Francine took that money and opened three more salons, all unqualified successes. Since Dawn is doing twice the business that her old employer did, she was able to negotiate better deals on supplies and equipment. Instead, of her having to contact her suppliers, the owners of these companies were coming to her with the deals and promotions.

There was a few things, specialty equipment that Francine used that Dawn did not carry or use. She and Francine went to those companies looking for better deals, or first rights for new equipment and procedures. They were successful in their endeavors, even getting national distribution rights on a couple of these procedures and equipment.

The upcoming wedding occupied a lot of my thoughts; I guess mainly because I had a little more free time than Dawn had. Dawn was on the go from early in the morning until she arrived for dinner. We had set limits early on with regards to the number of hours we would work on the businesses. We loved the involvement but was cognizant of the need for time for us. Thus, Dawn maintained no more than a ten hour day, and I usually held mine at eight hours a day. Dawn did have to travel some since there are so many salons, a two-day trip each week to the salons that were farther than a one day drive from our house. The weekends are ours, no business, no customers, just the two of us.

In the back of my mind, I had pondered the surname thing over and over. It was getting to be a problem with me. I wanted her to take my name after marriage, but Dawn La Mont was far from an attractive combination. I searched the internet for all information about the male taking the wife’s surname. In the U.K., it was becoming more popular, but in the U.S., it was still hardly indulged in.

There were only six states in the U.S. where a male could take his wife’s surname without a legal name change being instituted. One of those states is Arizona when applying for the license a couple could state what surname would be used. I wondered what problems and situations would occur if I chose Dawn’s last name.

Finally, one evening the subject came up between us, Dawn was non-committal, probably not wanting to hurt my feelings. We discussed it for over an hour; I told her that I am leaning toward taking her last name, for several reasons. The awfulness of Dawn La Mont the first reason, the second being that her business was called Dawn Killian Beauty Supplies.

She listened but didn’t say too much. Finally, I tried to pin her down as to why she was against me using her surname. I guess I had pushed a little too hard that night, as she angrily shouted back. You haven’t the slightest idea how this will affect you; a female has to adjust to the new way of life. She is not viewed as an equal in the marriage. She gives up a part of her person, her last name, to become a part of something else. Very few couples have an equal relationship in their marriage.

You will now have to experience that for yourself, from Mr. Lamont to Ms. Killian. People are cruel, conveniently forgetting that you are a male, you gave that up when you decided to take your wife’s surname. Another female might have a little sympathy and understanding for you, but your fellow males will attack you with a vengeance. You gave up your sacred right, so obviously you are really a female at heart.

I guess I had opened a can of worms; I have never seen her so worked up. The discussion died a slow death, as we were both too involved to have a simple exchange of ideas, this resulted in it being an argument. Neither of us was making any points or resolving any issues, so the discussion was tabled until cooler heads could prevail.

Over the next few weeks, the name subject did not come up, although it should have. Business was still brisk for both of us, neither of us having the time to do much else but tend to the problems with the company. I did have the chance to talk frequently with Francine, and the subject did come up once or twice.

Francine thought the traditional method of taking the males surname would be the better choice since the alternate choice was very unconventional. On the second occasion of it coming up in conversation, she asked if I was willing to put up with all the teasing and being made fun of that would result if I chose to take her last name. I told her that I was not looking forward to it, but if it came along with the choice, I would endure it.

She told me there might be a way to avoid the hassle of taking her name, but it had its own consequences, and she was not sure that Dawn would approve of the idea. Francine said she would talk to Dawn about it, without bringing my name into the discussion, then depending on what she says, I will be informed of the possibility.

It is a very unusual solution to our problem that one of her friends used several years ago. It worked for them, and they are very happy, but whether it would be helpful in this circumstance would have to be determined. I asked her to run it by Dawn, then get back to me, but I was still favoring the option of taking her last name in marriage.

Francine did approach Dawn about the subject, first telling her about her friends and their approach to the problem of surnames. According to Francine, Dawn thought it would be a hoot, but was sure that I would not go for it. It was a subject brought up often between the two females as they tried to look at all of the possibilities and variations that might pop up.

Finally, it was time to clue me in on the options and see what I wanted to do about it. The two of them presented the deal to me after a sumptuous dinner out. I was told that it was done in a public setting so that any yelling and screaming would be minimal. Dawn started the discussion, asking me if I still wanted to take her surname in our marriage. My answer was an empathetic yes.

Next, was I still totally committed to our marriage, since this option was most likely to put the marriage under quite a bit of stress? I told her that I wanted to marry her, whatever hoops or hurdles I had to jump to do so. Dawn told me there was a way that we could join in matrimony and me take her last name without much pressure on my male self. She held my hand, squeezed it, telling me that the way to do that was for me to be the bride in the relationship.

I sat there stunned at her solution. She kept talking reminding me that same-sex couples are allowed to marry now. If we married as two lesbians, I could take her last name without much fanfare. I would need to portray myself as a lesbian for a little while to make the union more realistic, but could resort back to my male identity eventually.

The fact that I could wear the wedding dress obviously a plus in the matter. I gave her a scornful look, wanting to know why wearing the dress would be a plus for me. She giggled that of the two of us; you would make the prettiest bride, with your looks, especially that cute nose of yours, being the clincher. I couldn’t believe her; she wanted me to be the bride, just because I wanted to take her last name as my surname.

This was getting way out of control, a simple wish of mine, to maybe make things a little easier on her, and now they are planning on me getting a sex change. Ms. Kelly Killian my ass. Needless to say, nothing was resolved, in fact; it wasn’t even discussed further that night. Several days later Dawn came home early, looking for me. It was a Saturday, and she had to go in for a brief time to handle a delivery but left as soon as that was resolved. She wanted to talk about the wedding again, and what suggestions had been brought up.

She promised me no arguing; she just wanted to talk things through. She especially wanted to know what made me taking her surname such an important issue. We decided to pack a picnic lunch and head to the new house. The wrap around porch with its beautiful view of red rock country a favorite spot for us to unwind and relax. The trip to the house allowed us the time to put our thoughts together, especially me.

She made the sandwiches, grabbed a little potato salad left from a couple of days ago, and packed them into on our thermal bags. I grabbed a couple of bottles of chilled white wine, and we were off. Also a gallon of Root Beer. It is always better if you are prepared for any eventuality.

Arriving at the new house, we made our way to the porch, set out the food and made ourselves comfortable. The talk was easy here, our inhibitions not visible, our emotions more under control. The food was consumed; then we leaned back sipping the wine. Dawn started the conversation, telling me how proud of me she is, wanting to ease some of the burdens of marriage for her. She has no trouble with me taking her last name after the marriage but is fearful of what I might have to go through in the coming years.

Francine’s friends ran into a lot of troubles when they attempted something similar, resulting in them having to move to a different area to ease the harassment. She doesn’t want to put me through this, so she needs me to tell her why I want this change, and you’d better be truthful about it since it affects both of us. Not just for a few months but for the rest of our lives.

I pondered my response to her; I really didn’t know exactly why I was so gung-ho on this. It just seemed that taking her surname was the right thing to do. I reminded her of her doodling that evening when she was writing different names down seeing how they looked and sounded. I mentioned that I saw her write Ms. Kelly Killian down as one of the possible names, at that time she was thinking along the same lines as I.

She blushed a little, asking why I didn’t say something at the time. I told her that I didn’t know what she was thinking or if she was just doodling without any conscious thought behind it. All I know is that I love her with all my heart and want to share the rest of my life with her. It does not matter if I am Kelly La Mont or Kelly Killian just as long as she is by my side.

Dawn smiled, then suggested that we test the waters by letting Francine turn me into Ms. Kelly Killian for a while, to see if it causes me more trouble than it is worth. If I pass the test, I can wear the wedding dress, have the kids, and be the Mom.

If not, we can regroup and go back to Plan A. The only thing that stuck in my little pea brain was to have the kids. Surely she can’t be serious. Dawn, of course, ignored any of my thoughts and went on with her agenda. She wanted me to make an appointment with Francine, to get the ball rolling, on my conversion to Ms. Kelly Killian.

Dawn and Francine had talked, and there were a lot of treatments that would help convert me to a female at least in looks. Then after a couple of week’s trial run, I could get a better idea of what problems I might encounter as Ms. Kelly Killian. My job shouldn’t be a problem since my business mostly deals with faxed or emailed data, hence no need to actually meet people face to face. My problems would most likely be with friends or relatives who would frown on a male taking his wife’s last name. Our Mom’s the two who came to mind first.

I promised her I would get with Francine, but wanted to know what she would think if I came home decked out in a dress and heels. She giggled a little, but just stated that she loved me for who I am, and it didn’t make any difference to her how I dressed or acted. Besides with your cute nose you probably will look better as a woman than as a male.

Luckily I didn’t think about that at the time, but since that conversation, I often have the same thoughts. Since I knew our Mom’s would be the biggest problem, I decided to confront my Mom before I got hold of Francine. My Mom lived outside of Las Vegas, just over the Nevada border from Arizona, a two and a half hour drive from here. I had set a day aside to visit her, to sound her out on this subject and to take her out to lunch.

Needless to say, there are lots of restaurants in Vegas to choose from, with us ending up in one of the fancier buffets. The buffet was two hundred feet long, offering every kind of food imaginable. After making our selections we found a secluded table and nibbled at our meals. It only took Mom a couple of minutes to figure out that I had something to confess and wanted me to spill the beans. I decided to be blunt telling her that I was going to take Dawn’s last name as my surname in marriage.

She was not fazed by that thought and continued eating her meal. A few minutes later she asked if I was going to be the bride in the marriage. Whoa, how did she reach that conclusion based on what I had told her? A smile lit up her face, my reaction providing her answer. I was stammering trying to recover from her assumptions. She held my hand and asked if Dawn was alright with the decision. I told her I thought so, then went on to explain our idea in a little more detail.

My mother told me that she would have no problem with the arrangement as long as she received some grandchildren from the deal. I told her that we would work on it, but it was Dawn’s responsibility to handle the pregnancy aspect of things. Mom asked if I was the bride and wife, wouldn’t it be my job to have the kids. I looked at her in that you have to be kidding way, asking her if she remembered that I was born a male.

My Mom ignored that last statement but told me when I was ready to pick out the wedding dress, she would help me and, of course, pay for the dress. I stared at her for the longest time but finally returned to the living as she asked me how many kids did Dawn and I want in our marriage. She and her grandchildren, that topic had come up quite often in our phone conversations recently, I guess getting older does change your priorities in life. I never did answer her question directly, also quite sure the topic will be brought up again in the near future.

With nothing settled or talked about anymore, I kissed her goodbye and headed home. Dawn broke out laughing as I recounted the day’s activities, asking me if I preferred breastfeeding or formula. In mock anger, I told her breastfeeding, it is much better for the baby.

Her Mom responded the same as my Mom, wanting to know who was wearing the dress, of course, Dawn had to tell her immediately that I was to be the bride, the wife and the mother of our children. Her Mom’s response only, “Kelly will make a lovely bride.” Is it the whole world that has gone crazy; now everybody wants me to be the bride, and the mother, which last I learned was impossible for a male? Although on a couple of occasions since then, I have removed my pants to make sure that my member is still there. With the mother’s in the know, it was now time to call Francine and get my sex change.

I made the call, she asked only one question, did I want to be just a token lesbian or did I want to be believable. Ever since this subject was brought up, I had debated in my mind to what degree did I want to be transformed. I told her that I wanted to keep my male equipment if that is what she was asking, but for it to be hidden away was a given necessity to achieve the lesbian image. Now that I had said that out loud to another person, I was extremely nervous. It is one thing to think it, but to admit it to another human being puts it in a totally different perspective.

She made the appointments for me, two full days of getting rid of the male in me, although she confessed that a lot of the time it would be just unlearning old habits. Since I looked so cute already, it would be no problem to make me ultra girly. I sincerely hope she was kidding me on that. The next day was my first appointment, at the ungodly hour of seven A.M.

I notified Dawn of my commitment that night, and I guess she wanted to be sure that she got in her frequent flier miles before my little fella was hidden away. It was four A.M. before she let me get to sleep, and then, to add insult to injury, when she got up at six to get ready for the day she pushed me out of the bed. “Time for Kelly to get pretty” was her mantra as she showered and did her makeup. She was definitely looking forward to this way more than I would have imagined. I did manage to get to the salon, although, I almost dozed off a couple of times at stoplights.

Walking into the salon, one of the ones that Dawn had designed, I was shocked. It was like entering into another world. For one thing, the amount of pink used in the decor would leave a lot of people partially blind. The pink in the walls and everywhere was so pink that I could close my eyes and see nothing but pink, a bright pink I might add. I was greeted at reception by Jules, the manager of the salon, rubbing her hands together like she couldn’t wait to get her hands on me. Her first comment was you are going to be so cute, all of the girls can’t wait to get their hands on you.

She left me in one of the treatment rooms, but not before getting me naked and taking my male clothes with her. Sally was the first technician, to work on me, way too happy to use the hot wax on me, leaving me as smooth as a baby’s butt. Just the way she jerked off the cloth strips, I could tell that she was having fun. She did make up for all the pain as she rubbed some soothing lotion into my denuded areas. I was informed that with the next waxing I would no longer need to worry about body hair. The combination of a special wax and the cream used after, permanently stopped any hair re-growth. I guess I am alright with that, I was never fond of my body hair, since the macho male look was not something I ever alluded to.

As an afterthought, Sally reached up to my eyebrows, can’t leave those messy things; they will have to go. A little more wax and a cloth strip to each brow and I no longer had any eyebrow left. I started to protest, but she told me that it would be much easier this way, she was saving me many hours of tweezing eyebrows in the future. Since it was too late to reverse the process, I let the protest die a quiet death.

The same cream was used on my beard area, applied thicker and rubbed in more. It was left for thirty minutes; then she used an astringent to remove the cream and what little stubble I had at the present. Sally gave me a big hug, thanking me for letting her work her magic on my body. I got a cheek kiss as she whispered in my ear that you are going to be one hot looking babe, so cute. Not exactly what a male wanted to hear, but looking in the mirror in front of me, I could tell that today’s treatment had encouraged quite a bit of my masculinity to fade away.

Janey was the next technician to have her fun with me, her words not mine. I was still lying on the table as she entered, introducing herself and telling me what she was going to do for me. She was in charge of adding curves to my straight up and down body. She helped me to slide down the table a little more and put my feet in stirrups that were sticking out from the end of the table. She had brought several boxes with her, and as she placed them on the table next to me, I suddenly became aware of how accurate this portrayal is going to be.

She started with the boobs, placing two jiggly mounds on my denuded chest. She made marks for the correct placement, then added glue to the form and also my chest. I was told these were state of the art hi-tech breasts capable of transmitting touches to the chest and nipple area underneath. The weight of the breast form was surprisingly heavy; it made me wonder what it was like for Dawn to manage the D cup breasts she had. I guess if you grew up with them, it would not be that big a deal.

She placed each one of my hands over a breast to hold them until the glue is dried, a weird feeling if you have never held your own breasts. It was almost like they were a forbidden item, the simple act of touching them would cause trouble for me. As I held them they wobbled a little, like holding two sacks of jello, they were never still. When she told me to release them, my hands couldn’t leave the form fast enough. She chuckled, telling me that soon they would be one of my best friends, whether I touched them or some other lucky individual did the touching. The pleasure that they can give you is considerable.

She moved a little lower, spreading the stirrups wider, allowing her to get between my legs. A cool spray was felt on my groin, then nothing. She took a very realistic vulva and laid it over my groin, marking where the edges came, and checking for its fit. She manipulated my male appendages then secured my penis into the sheath of the cache sex. The numbing spray canceled out most feeling, but I could still feel when my penis was touched and when she pushed my testicles back into my body. I started to make a comment, but she asked me to remain still, and she would explain.

For a male to experience being a female, it is better when the prominent symbol of that maleness is taken away. You are no longer a male, of the superior sex, now you are just a female, a toy for the macho male, a slave to dresses and makeup, and a nurturing mother to children. At least that is the thinking of a majority of males. You will find out that you now have far more power, influence, and clout than when you were a male. This is a secret learned by females, and if you were to choose to go back to being a male, we would have to kill you or neutralize your new found knowledge.

She broke out in giggles, then ran one of my fingers over the vulva lips, then after a liberal amount of lube was placed on my finger she it slid into my new orifice. I gasped at the feeling that I was receiving, little waves of pleasure starting to move through my body. I received a hug and cheek kiss; her work is done. She did ask if I wanted a little quiet time to contemplate my new toy, but I declined. I am sure Dawn would be eager to try out the new equipment. As she picked up her tools and glue she asked me to try out the tits. With a questioning look on my face, she picked up one of my hands, placed two fingers on the nipple and told me to squeeze. I did, and I came right there on the table. My new female sex still twitching convulsively because of the nipple stimulation.

With red blushes and extreme embarrassment, I tried to blend into the top of the table. Janey was laughing out loud, then reached under the table into one of the drawers and removed a tampon. From Dawn using them I was familiar with their purpose, but to my horror, Janey removed the paper wrapper and inserted it in my new vulva. Another sharp intake of breath as she whispered in my ear that this is another reason for their use, your ejaculation will leak out over the next few hours unless you plug it up. You should get in the habit of changing them every three to four hours, and then a shower or bath tonight will take care of any leftover fluids. I did get a hug as she left the room, apparently now a member in good standing of the female sex since my orgasm.

I was able to look at my reflection in the wall mirror at the end of the table, and there for all to see was the telltale string of a tampon right between my new lips. The blushes came again, just a few moments ago, I had become a female, and now I had already started using tampons. That for a female was maybe not a big deal, but a former male needing such a female item seemed impossible.

Janey was replaced by Katrina. She is the makeup expert, but also does hair. My hair is shampooed, conditioned and set in curlers. A bonnet hair dryer is slipped over my head of curlers as I was situated in her chair. A huge case of cosmetics was wheeled over and she started on my makeup. Since I was a newbie to all of this she was going to use stains and other semi-permanent cosmetics instead of regular makeup. That way I would have time to learn to do it myself, and still look feminine all the time. I didn’t think of the implications that would have on me at the time it was being done.

She took her time applying each item carefully, making sure of its proper position on my face. Since I was laying back I could not see much of my face, the few glimpses already very feminine looking. The sound and the heat of the hair dryer was doing a number on me, my eyes slowly closing as I drifted off to sleep. I guess it was a smart move on her part to do my eyes first, since with them closed it would be difficult to apply the necessary cosmetics.

When the dryer shut off, I woke up instantly tasting the lipstick on my lips. She slid off the hair dryer, then set the chair up some. The image in the mirror made quite an impression on me, there was no male persona left, a cute attractive female the only image in the mirror. She brushed out my hair, no fancy style just a regular curly female look. I took in a deep breath, what the others had been telling me suddenly quite real. I was no longer a male, anybody looking at me or interacting with me would only see a female. Ms. Kelly Killian now just about as real as you can get.

Since I now had the female body, I was handed a robe, then taken to their clothing store next door. Two hours later I had way too big of a wardrobe, at least in my opinion. The lingerie was fantastic, if only it was on Dawn. Once I had tried on several sets of lingerie we moved on to dresses, blouses and skirts. According to my sales lady I was a natural, just the perfect size for the latest fashions, with most any style of women’s clothing looking good on my body. I did notice I was not offered any pants, I did mention the fact to her, but she showed me on my information card that I was to receive no pants of any kind. A requirement of Francine. I briefly wondered about our hiking on the weekends, a skirt or dress might hinder my participation quite a bit.

Back to the salon portion of the business so my nails could be worked on next, Ginger the tech to do so. Extensions were added my nails now extending past my fingertip by almost an inch. Many coats of nail polish were applied, the finished color a rich deep red. I was informed that it was their special polish, requiring a visit to the salon to remove it or change the color.

That concluded the services for today, tomorrow would be classes in acting like the cute female I now looked like. Voice modification if necessary would be handled along with proper deportment for a female.

Of course, Dawn showed up at that very moment, looked around the salon then took off running towards me. I was engulfed in a huge hug, as she tried to squeeze the stuffing out of me. I was dragged out of the salon, with her arranging for my wardrobe to be delivered to out house tomorrow. I won’t say she broke any speeding limits on the way home, but made the trip in half the time it took me to get to the salon this morning. Dragged out of the car and into the house, right to our bedroom and stripped out of my clothes. Pushed back on to the bed and pounced on immediately. I was kissed, titties massaged and my new slit fingered till I was a smoldering mess. This continued for most of the night as I pleaded with her to stop. She ignored me, I must have come numerous times not remembering how many or any detail about the orgasms. I knew I was leaking from my new female sex, at times my legs wet all the way to my knees.

Then she had the audacity to push me out of bed the next morning, so that she could take me to my salon appointment. My car still at the salon from yesterday. I did make it through my lessons for the day, my voice altered till it sounded so feminine, and told it is now my voice for the upcoming years. So much for this being a trial period, breasts, vagina, makeup and now my voice. I did make it home, eventually dragging my tired stressed out body to the bed. I was asleep in minutes not remembering if I even managed to get undressed.

Dawn did find me, deciding to continue her assault on my body, a pleasant way to unwind from a hectic day. I woke during another Dawn caused orgasm, opened my eyes briefly then moaned and tried to roll away from her. No suck luck, three hours later I was soaked again, my mind pure mush from all the stimulation. I never came so much in my entire life, lucky to be able to do so once a week in the past.

I never did see another piece of male clothing, everything female in my closet mostly dresses and skirts. I guess the lesbian excuse is the one we will use if asked since I now looked the part.

Mom made the trip a couple of weeks later, wedding dresses on her agenda. Three days later and visits to every dress shop within hundreds of miles she found the one I was going to wear at my wedding. Not my first choice, a flouncy dress with huge skirt, a plunging bodice, and yards and yards of lace trim. I complained, but was totally ignored. Dawn loved it when she was shown pictures of me in the dress. The fact that I had to wear a corset to get into the dress an added plus as far as she was concerned.

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